Okay so I'm really nervous doing this however I feel I'm at the point of sharing my own music for the first time. Over the past year I've been laying down demos for a concept album I've wanted to record for a very long time. Finally I have around 34 mins of material I'd like you to listen to and give honest feedback.
The playlist I've shared contains my demo tracks and experimentation for my first (concept) album, NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE. The story of the album revolves around a single night in a major city from sunset to sunrise as the character explores their surroundings of urban decay/decent, paranoia, desperation, isolation, solitude, beauty, inspiration and desolation.
These tracks are very rough around the edges and in a few cases are little more than chord progressions/rhythm hooks designed to evoke an atmosphere/mood. They are all unfinished and in many cases are quite short. Some I feel are not so good however they've all been included as they were part of the project/concept.
As I've mentioned, I'm really, REALLY nervous and frightened about sharing my own compositions/music for the first time publicly (I have a severe fear that people will laugh at me and call me a joke with no talent etc...) so if, for example, you don't like what you hear then please be kind and let me down gently whilst providing honest feedback. I'm really HYPER SELF-CRITICAL (I end up hating myself and everything I do and get really dissatisfied with my creative work, resulting in beating myself up and over exaggerating over the smallest of things which destroys my confidence/self esteem)
That's all I want is some good, old fashioned honest feedback regarding my first attempt at recording an album of my own music. I'd really appreciate it.
Here is a link to the playlist of the album on Soundcloud. PLEASE LISTEN TO THE SONGS WITH HEADPHONES and in order as the recording/mix isn't that good and in order to hear it properly I strongly suggest listening to it with a good set of headphones!
https://soundcloud.com/peter-john-varga ... se/s-FEOGo
Enjoy! (hopefully haha, I'll set up my defensive barricades just in case though )
Let me know what you all think.